For keeps.

Sometimes, some things are just too close to heart that no matter how hard you try, you just can't get it off you.

You can throw everything that reminds you of it, but at the end of the day, it's still there at one little corner in your heart, just existing.

One month, one year, two years, three years, thirteen years, it doesn't matter. They're for keeps, they would  just be there.