masculine/feminine

The end of the first semester.

2012-01-16T19:05:00.001+08:00

I have officially ended my first semester of a student in the Bachelor of Legal Studies, UiTM. Alhamdulillah.

Tomorrow, at 2, Constitution.

2012-01-09T03:44:00.001+08:00

And I've decided to use the time and revamp my blog. Such dedicated blogger I am.

Wish me luck people. I haven't studied anything, at all. Haish.

Bye.

I am having a huge dilemma.

2012-01-07T22:02:00.001+08:00

I am, right now, at this very moment, very hungry.

My dilemma is, should I or should I not go out and get something to eat?

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

I am updating live from the library of Shah Alam.

2012-01-05T10:37:00.003+08:00

Nyeh nyeh nyeh.

What kind of a blogger starts his post with nyeh? Seriously?

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Assalamualaikum.

That's much better.

Basically, I haven't been posting anything because the final exam is around the corner. Weehoo.

I have been preparing to study for days, and yet, I still haven't seen the light that would guide me through this final exam because like seriously, I haven't really been studying. I was PREPARING to study.

Let's just hope for the best. Let's just hope that before the 7th of January, I am able to pull myself together and STUDY. Amin.

Till then, ampun dan maaf ku mohon, daripadamu semua wahai pembacaku, moga-moga doamu mengiringi final exam ku.

2011. How it went.

2011-12-31T17:51:00.003+08:00

In a short few hours, 2011 will leave us and then comes 2012. Masyaallah, how time flies. When I think about it, 2011 is one of the best years in my life. A lot of monumental things happened, and I've achieved things that I can say I am proud of.

1. Finishing diploma. 3 whole years of fun fun fun with friends that I will never forget.
2. Graduation day. One of the proudest moments in my life. A 19 year old with a diploma. I can say I did well.
3. Going to Mekah Al-Mukoramah. Subhanallah, one of the most beautiful place I've been. And syukur Alhamdulillah I am accepted by Allah to be one of His guests.
4. Stepping foot into the Faculty of Law, UiTM. Again, Alhamdulillah, I am able to be here. Before starting classes, I was very worried that I would be a total definite loner/loser. Well I'm not. Ahaha.

All I can say is, 2011 have been pretty sweet.

The Libresse people actually gave me free pads. Yay!

Beautiful, precious lots of friends. We really thought we wouldn't be able to spend times together like this again.

Well hello hello, old friends. Turns out each weekend, we're together all the time. Not only weekeds actually, if we don't see each other for one day, that is considered too long.

And these are the amazing new friends I've made. I love them to bits and I might end up dying, alone, if it weren't because of them.

And for the first time ever, BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WITH FRIENDS OF I'M SO EXCITED!

Ahaha, all in all, 2011 was pretty sweet. A lot of wonderful things happened, and I hope, 2012 would be even better. I guess I'll see you next year, insyaallah!

Your future is going to be affected if you don't give your say now!

2011-12-31T03:09:00.003+08:00

So I've decided to give my blog a new look. Ta da!!!

This blog is so sad.

Anyway, I am currently having a dilemma. I really, really, really wants a new, better, sharper, more "sophisticated" camera. Something like Lumix GF3 or Sony Alpha C3, and I've even told my father about this. And he agrees. Some sort of a birthday present, he said.

And then, my laptop goes kaput. Not like literally kaput, but sometimes it hangs on its own, the screen blacks out for a few second, and suddenly its on again. Like its dying. Oh my God my laptop is dying.

And I think I may need a new laptop. Maybe now, I don't need it urgently, but there's a probability that in the near future, I will have to use my laptop vigorously, not just for watching movies and surfing the internet, but to do real work with.

So, my question to you, if you are willing to answer, is whether I should get a new camera or a new laptop? I'm tilting more to camera but please give me your say in this, as a new something, will affect this blog. Heh.

Notes: I am having my finals in exactly seven days, and I haven't started reading on anything. Lets take a moment of silent for a miracle people.

INTERNET!

2011-12-29T15:30:00.002+08:00

FINALLY THERE'S INTERNET! INTERNET!

Okay exaggeration. So I am here again, in shah alam. No new post recently because I went back to batu pahat, and me being me, decided to left my laptop at shah alam because of reasons. Actually I wrote a post about this back home on my tab, and because of my stupidity, I didn't know how to publish it using my tab. -_-'

Whatever. I will post it after this. I won't waste my writings!

Eih emo pulak.

I thought I can... (This is the original title)

2011-12-28T00:28:00.004+08:00

THIS IS IT THIS IS IT!

This is the post that I was suppose to post a few days ago, but I didn't know how. (Please refer to the previous post if you don't get what I'm sayinnnn)

And as you can see, its not complete. Say what?

Whatever. I'm still posting it.

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But I can't. Me being determined, me, decided not to bring my laptop home, simply because at times like this (study week) are times meant to be spent with your family, for you to enjoy and relax. Not being all stuck with the cyber world, socializing online, drooling on things that are virtual and not real.

Yeah right. Since I don't have my laptop, I'm holding on to my blackberry, my ipod and my tab like its my dear life. I put them all inside my backpack and bring it everywhere, including the public toilet.

And may I say, its fun having a tab. Maybe, mother, its time for me to bring this tab shah alam, which means it is time for you to be parted from my tab *evil grin*

Ouh yeah, it is almost the end of the year, I promise I will do a proper post before the new year, and since I am updating from the tab, I am very sorry to say that no, there is not going to be any pictures from this post because I don't know if I can upload pictures

My first ever wordless wednesday, because i am never wordless.

2011-12-21T21:23:00.004+08:00

-Istiadat Konvokesyen UiTM Ke-75-

This makes me wanna cry.

2011-12-20T01:57:00.003+08:00

Coincidentally, siti replied to one of my tweets today.

Okay i tried capturing the screen, just to show you that YES, SITI DID REPLIED TO ONE OF MY TWEETS, but i dont know how. Meh.

Anyways, this was how our conversation went:

RT @aiminasruddin: I sometimes wonder why do I love @CTNurhaliza11 so much? But whatever. I'm proud to be a sitizoners. Kau ada? TQ DEAR

I just copied and pasted the whole thing from twitter. YOU SEE SITI CALLING ME DEAR? We're total bffs now.

I'm thinking of watching a movie with siti this weekend since we're now bffs. Wonder if she likes to watch Petaling Street Warriors? Or maybe we should just watch Songlap. Whatever. I'll decide later. Siti would just go along with my decision.

So.......

2011-12-18T12:29:00.003+08:00

I know i know, what kind of a blogger would call himself a blogger when he haven't even been posted anything on his blog for over a month, right?

Well whatever. I don't have internet at my house. All my readers knows that *adjust shades*

Anyway, this post is just to inform you, I have Unifi now in my house. Yeah right, take that you haters who thinks I'm a loser for not having internet in my house. Yeah you got that right. I have Unifi.

So I guess I will be a more active blogger after this, no? We'll see.

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I don't know if you remembered, but the last 14th december was my birthday. 20TH BIRTHDAY TO BE EXACT. Yes it had to be caps-locked because I'm no longer a teenager.

I swear I saw wrinkles on my face on the day of my birthday. *wails*

Anyway, this is like the first time ever, birthdays with friends instead of family. You see, usually my birthday falls on school holidays, university's holidays. But this time, UiTM, because they feel sorry that I've never celebrated birthdays with my friends, have changed the academic schedule so that my birthday would be during class time. That's why I love UiTM so much, they just care about all of their students.

On the day of my birthday, my housemates, and ifa and saleh was planning to surprise me. SURPRISE MY ASS! Ahaha. Apparently there were complications and there were like last minute classes and stuff that the surprise went kaput. My housemate just told me that we're going out to celebrate your birthday. No cake no whatsoever. And we celebrated at McD. =.='

Anyway, it turned out that there were a surprise, a gift! Weehoo. They bought me Lola by Marc Jacobs. So I guess i have to buy them presents next year? Do I have to? Whatever. We'll see.

Then came last friday. Supposedly, me and my french groupmate were suppose to go shooting for our final video project. Guess what? It's a surprise birthday party. This bunch of friend are just precious. I love them to death.

I seriously thought we were going shooting at this really fabulous restaurant called "The Big Taste", I even put my turban on with full make up because I am playing the role of Catherine Deneuve.

Can you see my eyeliner? I really did looked like Catherine Deneuve, no? Google her if you don't know who's that.

This is their idea of me. Masculine on the outside, a GERRGWEN on the inside. Whatever. I still looks like a diva. *fix shades again*

I do not have a lot of photos with me. These two I think are the most decent ones. The place was using low lights so with my *average* digital camera, I can't do much. Still waiting for a proper camera as my birthday present. (Hear that ayah? Heloooo?)

Oke tipu.

2011-11-09T15:24:00.003+08:00

Dekat shah alam, muka-muka ni jugaklah yang menepek di JJJ. Kekdahnye.

Yang ni muka-muka baru yang ditepek-tepekkan. Terima kasihlah uols nak kawan dengan iols ni haaaaa.

Oke dah ade sepuloh gambar. Lagi dua tahun baru blog ni update lagi.

Dekat Shah Alam.

2011-11-09T12:37:00.004+08:00

Sumpah kejap lagi, petang sikit je lagi, nak post entry banyak-banyak gambar.

Betul tak tipu. Iyeeeeeee.

Tapi, bile dah masuk shah alam ni, barulah urban sikit ye dok? Bandar 'beb'. So, kenelah letak gambar makan dekat tutti frutti dulu.

eih tapi ni bukan dekat tutti frutti, ni dekat rumah elly.

Tunggu eih, petang sikit je lagi.

Sesuci Lebaran Bersama Aimi Nurhaliza...

2011-09-08T21:49:00.005+08:00

Ataupun

"Diva Lebaran bersama Aimi Nurhaliza"

atau

"Idola Kecil bersama Aimi Nurhaliza"

atau

"Gegar Raya Merdeka bersama Aimi Nurhaliza"

atau

"Aura 13 Diva bersama Aimi Nurhaliza"

atau

"Lentera Aidilfitri bersama Aimi Nurhaliza"

atau

"Stailistika Aimi Nurhaliza"

.....

Walaupun mak peminat tegar siti nurhaliza, bukan aimi nurhaliza oke, tapi macam too much lah kan. Walaupun ada yang program tahun lepas, tapi kekdahnye kalau daripada satu syawal sampai bulan ramadhan tahun depan tiap-tiap malam ada program siti pon mesti orang meluat kan?

Akak xkesah, mak peminat tegar. Kalau ade channel siti nurhaliza, satu tv khas mak sediakan untuk channel tu.

Tapi muslimin muslimat yang lain bagaimana? Takkanlah semua nak lalai dengan program siti nurhaliza je?

Kalau artis lain, ade je gabungan kejadah pantat. Contohnya macam:-

"Meriahnya Raya bersama Artis Tua"

atau

"Geli-geleman Syawal Maharaja Lawak"

atau

"Fantasia Bulan Madu Raya"

.....

Mak bukan apelah, selagi siti nurhaliza tak betul-betul retire, xkan adelah artis lain yang boleh muncul dengan program-program raya sendiri.

.....

Kekdahnye aku ni bukan mengumpat siti, mak fanatik tegar uols. Cuma nak cakap jelah kan kalau musim raya memang senang nak tengok muka siti ni haaa. Suke aku.

Cakap pasal cerita siti, masa raya ketiga, keluarga akak dengan sedara-mara semualah konvoi beraya bagai pergi pusing satu batu pahat. Dekat rumahnye nenek sedare kitorang ni haa dekat Sungai Ayam (mampu sungai ayam? sebabtu aku mcm anak ayam) dekat TV 1 RTM saluran nasional anda ni, adelah ulangan Konsert CT15, tahun lepas punye.

Walaupon aku dah puas tengok, sebagai peminat siti nurhaliza yang tegar, ku tetap ingin menontonnya lagi walaupon di rumah orang.

Kekdahnye, adik sedare aku ni boleh merengeok nak tengok channel 611. Mak punyelahhhhh hangen die boleh terjerit-jerit nak menangis. Dah darjah satu tapi perangai macam babi eih baby.

Taw ape aku buat? Aku buat muke ketat paling jantan, aku pegang lengan die kuat-kuat, lepastu aku cakap:-

"Diam! Abang udin kate DIAM! Pergi main dekat luar"
*abang udin tu akulah. Udin = nasrUDDIN. Paham?

Mak xjeritlah tapi mak menggunakan nada yang keras. Die xjadik nangis, die terus keluar. Mak suke. Aku ni kirenye boleh jugaklah kan jadik jantan?

Yang konon-konon comel buat flying kiss paling kiri tulah adik sedara aku yang bernasib malang. Waktu ni belum lagi terjadik insiden di atas.

Kan mak dah cakap, jangan carik pasal dengan mak!

Kelasssssss.

.....

Truthfully, I really do want to post something that is entirely devoted for my hari raya, unfortunately, mak xcukup gambar yang santek. Adelah sikit-sikit ni haaaa.

Ni masa satu syawal, habis sembahyang raya, since our grandmother is gone, kitorang pergi rumah makcik aku yang paling sulung. Makan ketupat kejadah semua dekat situ. If u notice, I'm wearing a morrocan jubah. Suke mak taw sebab macam feeling pakai kaftan gitu.

Haaaaa yang ni mak sentap. Sekarang ni kenape pakcik aku cat rumah die sepesen dengan baju melayu aku? Sentap mak sentap.

Haaaa itu jelah yang ade cik tipah. Kamera mak akak (paham? mak tu mak aku, akak tu aku) pon ade jugak gambar. Nantilah kalau sempat aku postkan gambar rumah aku yang santek ni haaa.

Salam lebaran ke sepuluh semua. Ade lagi dua puluh hari nak raya weehoo.

Selamat hari raya.

2011-09-04T11:48:00.002+08:00

Masyaallah. How time flies.

First and foremost, sorry for not updating for almost a month, I can't say I'm too busy because I'm not, but you know, when you work, when you get home, all you want to do is just sit at the couch and eat and sleep.

Secondly, Happy Eid Al Mubarak to all the Muslims reading my blog, its the sixth of Syawal, as late as it may be, I still want to wish everybody. Hihi.

Btw, this is not a proper update, I just wanted to say hi to everybody. Hi!

Will update more later. I'm going to Shah Alam yals. I'm doing law yals. Ahaha.

One and only love of my life.

2011-08-07T00:43:00.003+08:00

I know i write a lot about wanting boyfriends, about how I have such huge crush on this boy, or that boy, and that boy too. Ouh I'm such a slut.

Well truth to be told, I am a one-man-gay. Okay that sounds so wrong but that is basically what it is.

I am loyal to one lover and one lover only.

Those who are especially close to me would think they know who I am talking about, when in fact they don't.

This particular guy is so wonderful because not only is he so adorable and attractive, he's also very romantic, soft-spoken, and loyal and sweet and basically the ideal boyfriend you could ever find.

Seriously ladies, you should be very jealous.

Well, the reason of me writing this particular post is that my boyfriend and I have finally decided to make it public.

No more in-the-closet relationship, lets just be us and be wonderful about it. And I am going to tell you all who he is.

YES YOU PEOPLE ARE GOING TO KNOW WHOSE MY BOYFRIEND OMG SO EXCITING ONE!

Oke akak tau akak bukan artis fofuler, tapi korang semua mesti excited kan kan kan?

Ladies, gentlemen, and those who are yet to decide, I would like to introduce you to my boyfriend. Omg so exciting like wedding announcement already.

Oke boleh lempang aku sekarang. Ahahahaha. But seriously how can you not fall in love with Irwansyah?

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2011-07-30T00:52:00.001+08:00

Satu ciuman di mulut, kenangan untuk selamanya. Getu.

Semester empat, banyak memori.

Jujur?

2011-07-21T00:31:00.003+08:00

Truth to be told, I am sad. I am sad at how little people cared about my feelings. I too have feelings, but I guess you wouldn't understand, because it seems as though you don't have any.

So tell me, what was the need of taking care of your feelings if you have non? All this time, I've been trying my best to do things that might please you and avoid things that may pissed you, and in the end, because of something insignificant, you easily make decisions without even thinking of my feelings.

Sedih.

Jeddah, 2011.

How forgetful...

2011-07-03T01:40:00.003+08:00

... I am to this blog. Wtf? Macam mane owner blog boleh lupa kepada blog dia sendiri?

Hello, I tak lupalah, cuma tiada masa dan kelapangan untuk sentiasa menulis disini. If you are a persistent reader of this blog, then you would have known that I am not able to write long post with deep meaning. Semua post I, post gelek tetek getu.

However, this post is a post dedicated to my Umrah. Basically I akan ceritakan pengalaman I buat umrah lah. So if you're not interested, then bolehlah teruskan blog hopping u.

I went to Mekah with both my parents, the three of us. We left Malaysia supposedly on the 29th May, but our flight got delayed from 7.30 pm on the 29th to 2.00 am on the 30th. Therefore we decided to checked in at KLIA's Pan Pacific.

Not only was our flight delayed, our tickets was downgraded from business class to economy due to whatever problem the airlines was facing.

1. Top left

Ini dalam bas. Daripada Batu Pahat saja ada dua bas. So we went to KLIA with all the other jemaah. So that was me basically, just woke up. Hehe.

2. Bottom left

Thats when we're (me & my parents) going back to our hotel. Kan bagus kalau dekat Malaysia setiap kali waktu solat semua umat Islam beramai-ramai pergi berjemaah? Pergi ramai-ramai macam tu. Balik pon ramai-ramai macam tu.

3. Bottom right

Hehe. Ini baru sampai dekat Mekah, tapi belum sampai tanah haram. Daripada airport Jeddah, we went straight to masjid terapung, but I don't remember the specific name. And I am in my Ihram.

This is because basically, masuk sahaja tanah haram, wajib melakukan umrah terlebih dahulu. So daripada KLIA, flight transit di airport dubai. Thank God cuma transit 2 jam, kalau tidak, mak shopping habis-habisan nokkkkkkkk. The airport is filled with all kinds of shop I might just die! Ouh dekat airport dubai nilah kitorang berniat and pakai ihram.

4. Top right

This camwhore photo pulak, when we were going to the camel's farm. Ladang untalah. Ahaha. And the ladang is basically padang pasir, and they put some fence, and dalam fence tu ade unta. And ada susu unta fresh. And I almost puked by drinking some of it. Loya mak.

Ah boleh tak update sampai sini je dulu? Next time, I'll post all kind of pictures with better backgrounds and better caption. Ahaha bukan semua gambar camwhorelah lepasni oke.

I love you all. Tiba-tiba.

5 benda yang anda tidak tahu.

2011-06-15T00:17:00.003+08:00

1. Saya baru pulang dari Mekah Al-Mukaromah pada pagi Isnin lepas.

2. Saya akan mula bekerja pada Khamis ini.

3. Banyak perkara yang saya ingin kongsikan kepada anda semua.

4. Saya sudah tamat pengajian diploma saya. Alhamdulillah.

5. Saya mula-mula menaip tajuk asal ialah '8 benda yang anda tidak tahu', tapi sampai 5 saya sudah buntu. Boleh begitu?

Well well well, I am basically back in Malaysia, Alhamdulillah. Insyaallah I will write a proper post on what's going on in my life, and yes I am sure there are those of you out there who's just dying to know what's new with my life. Aceceh.

I will write a proper post, Insyaallah.

Free?

2011-04-29T16:36:00.001+08:00

Too many things to write.
Too many things to be updated on.
Too many plannings to be executed.
Too many emotions to be shared.

Once I've the strength and the inspiration, I'll sit down and write all those things. Thank you all for being such persistent readers.

Diari Hatiku, Part 1.

2011-03-20T22:01:00.003+08:00

Dear diary,

Hari ini, hatiku rasa gembira sekali kerana tadi pagi, aku makan McD. Hehe, berpantun pulak. Sesekali makan sarapan dekat McD, sedap jugaklah, tapi rasanya McValue Lunch lagi sedap kot. Tapi itu semua bergantung pada selera masing-masing kan?

Oh, tadi aku germbira sangat sebab aku dapat beli tudung Siti warna ungu. Tinggal satu je pulak tu. Memang rezeki agaknya. Ouh, lepas tu aku ade beli notebook pulak. Comel sangat warna merah dengan ada lukisan gajah. Lepas tu aku beli pulak rantai gajah yang sepasang dengannya. Eih, banyak pulak aku berbelanja hari ini. Tak apalah, sekali sekala.

Rasanya itu sahaja untuk tulisan kali ni. Nanti-nanti aku tulis lagi.

Notebook dengan rantai gajahku. Comel sangat.

PS : Setelah lame tidak diupdate, blog ini diisi dengan cchild-friendly post. Getu. Nak post yang gelek tetek tunggu.

2011-03-16T01:34:00.001+08:00

My heart stops when i look at your face. You're a bastard because you stole something from me. You stole my heart.

Macam mane nak pergi, kalau die sentiasa di hati?

15 February 2011.

2011-02-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

It was not an easy day. I did not do much and yet, my energy’s strained as if I’ve stayed up for years.

It was the day I promised myself a companion.

Instead, it turned out to be the day I decided, I would never be with anyone.
It turned out to be the day for me to mourn all my past lovers, putting them where they belong, the past.

And when I said past, everyone is concerned as past. I have officially turned off myself from accepting any possibilities of a relationship. I officially am under the opinion that true love never did nor will exist, they’re just excuses for sex.

But the hardest thing to do was actually letting go of Z. It was full of emotions, and ends with lots of tears. But it was done. I’ve put Z behind me. He’s my past that I will always cherish, but that’s it.

Z was different than any other boys I’ve liked. I would say that Z was my first love at first sight. The sight of his car makes my heart beats faster. The sight of him left me speechless. Anything he does will never be wrong. He is perfect for me.

Nothing anyone says can touch that feeling. Z may not know this, but I am willing to go in front of a moving truck for him.

I sounded all fifteen and nothings more important than this boy, no? But that’s just how I feel.

Goodbye Z. Future lover I may have, but trust me on this, no one will ever replace you in my heart.

Polyvore

2011-02-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

I have a Polyvore account for quite some time now, but I haven't posted anything because I haven't found the right name for it, like a label.

Any ideas?

Ape yang berlaku?

2011-01-15T14:05:00.003+08:00

Seriously, internet dekat rumah macam entah. Entah weh, entah. Haa suke? Jadik, post ini hanya akan dipenuhi dengan gambar. Gambar oke gambar. Suke lettew kot2 ade gambar korang kat sini kan. Haaaa.

Well, that pretty much sums up all the thing I did, and probably what I would still be doing for the whole semester. Eih asal xde gambar belajar ah?

Aku pon nak boyfriend.

2011-01-11T22:11:00.001+08:00

Tiba-tiba muncul terus buat post meroyan. Kao mampu?

Tapi memang betul pun. Tak taulah kenapa, tapi memang hati ini terasa kosong sangat. Sehari ke sehari semuanya oke, tapi ada waktu-waktunya memang sangat sunyi dan sepi.

I don't know why, but I think its because I'm in my final semester, and I just feel like I need to at least be in a relationship once before I graduate. But also, because there's just people in my life now that I am just very interested in.

With one glance, and I'm just intrigued.

Sent by DiGi from my BlackBerry® Smartphone

1 Malaysia.

2011-01-06T15:39:00.002+08:00

I've just watched the Karam Singh Walia's video (I just got my internet back btw) and i am genuinely surprised. Is this what Malaysia have become?

I am not going to say whose fault is it, as i was not there and i don't know the whole story. But the extent amount of hatred shown just gives me the idea of what might really happen wwhen everybody starts losing respect for everybody.

Masa itu, saya hanya akan mampu bersembunyi menyelamatkan diri, berdoa kepada Tuhan. Ini bukan salah kerajaan. Ini bukan salah pembangkang.

Ini salah ibu bapa kita, yang tidak pernah mengajar kita menghormati orang lain, waima bangsa mereka.

Ini salah ibu bapa kita, yang tidak pernah cuba bergaul dengan bangsa lain, yang akhirnya turut mempengaruhi kita.

Ini salah ibu bapa kita, yang senantiasa meletakkan kesalahan kepada bangsa, dan bukan individu itu sendiri.

Jadi, kita sebagai anak-anak, apa yang bisa kita lakukan?

1 Malaysia. Bukan sekadar mimpi.

Malam ini

2010-12-28T20:30:00.001+08:00

Akan ada post lagi.

*kan dah cakap, xde blog laen yang buat post bagitau nanti ade post laen lagi.
Sent by DiGi from my BlackBerry® Smartphone

Malam itu.

2010-12-28T01:17:00.002+08:00

Kami makan, kami berbual, kami bersyukur dengan kurniaan Yang Maha Esa kepada keluarga kami.

2010-12-27T01:26:00.002+08:00

Oh mak kau terkejut akak.
Malaysia menang bola yals. 3-0.

I cantik dan i jelita. Jadik masalah ke?

2010-12-24T00:13:00.005+08:00

I rasa, i raksasa. Apa punya lawak daa?

Anyway, minggu depan balik kedah. Last. Semester. Buat yang terbaik aimi nasruddin. Janganlah jadik macam this sem. You know your target. You know how to get there. So you must know what to do right?

Tapi,

What if i don't go to Shah Alam?
What if i decide i would like to have a career in education, under my current faculty?
What if i decide that law is after all not just for me?

How about my dreams?
How about owning my own Louis Vuitton or Versace before 25?
How about my new york chic appartment?
How about my adopted son, Mohd. Adam Maula Aimi Nasruddin?
How about buying my father a Benz?

Doubts, they either make you or break you.
Dreams however, they'll take you anywhere. Even to heaven.

All pictures taken by me (and those around me) using Pentax Optio H90. I call her Kelly. Like the Kelly Bag from Hermes. Terima kasih ayah kerana membelikan udin kamera baru. Ihik ihik.

Ye i tau.

2010-12-22T02:59:00.002+08:00

Ye i tau,

yang i janji nak update malamni,
yang i nak update gambar malamni,
yang i nak diet cuti ni,
eih xsemena-mena.

Tapi,

ade masalah dengan kamera,
i tertengok cerita ever after: another cinderella story,
i lepastu tertengok pulak cerita bring it on,
i lepastu tertengok cerita mean girls,
so, salah i ke i xupdate?

ps : malamni makan sate, sate perut da beszzzzzzzz seh. btw, regina george puts the eech in bitch.

Daa.

Humpty dumty sat on the wall.

2010-12-21T18:18:00.001+08:00

Humty dumty had a great fall.

Hello. *lambaian ratu pondan.

*adjust bow-tie*

Pembaca sekalian,
saya akan menulis lagi pada malam ini,
dengan cerita-cerita yang menarik!

Sekian.

ps: seriously, mane lagi korang nak carik blog yang keluarkan satu post cakap dia nak keluarkan satu lagi post malam nanti? Cakap. Cakap cepat. Cakap.

Konon.

2010-12-15T13:02:00.003+08:00

Ihik ihik. Konon semalam nak delete blog kan. Tapi sayang sangat dekat blog. Seriously, delete facebook lagi senang daripada delete blog. Hai blog. Ihik ihik.

Sembilan belas.

2010-12-14T10:15:00.002+08:00

Hadiah kepada diri sendiri, layout blog baru. Kau mampu bagi hadiah macamni dekat diri sendiri?

*Update: bukan update sebenanye, tapi lupe nak cakap. I dah potong rambut. Ihik ihik.

My pet turtle, Halimah.

2010-12-13T02:04:00.002+08:00

Hari tu (bahaha nampak sgt dah lame sampai lupe bile) aku mimpi. Aku mimpi aku bela penyu, you know, a turtle, bukan kura-kura, which is tortoise, tapi penyu. Pelikkan?

And then, kucing yang aku bela, Nabilah binti _________, bahahaha, boleh makan sebelah tangan penyu aku tu? Kesian cukup Halimah. Tsk tsk. Nasib baik mimpi kan? Dahlah tangan Halimah habis sebelah kene makan dengan Nabilah.

Dalam realiti, Nabilah hanyalah seekor kucing biasa yang agak cantik dan bersih, kiranya macam Raja Farah, cantik, tapi biasa. Pahamkan?

Tapi, dalam mimpi, Nabilah ialah seekor kucing parsi yang gebu dan jelita, dengan bulu menggerbang segala, kiranya macam Sharifah Aini. Bahahaha ape aku merepek ni?

Ouh, dan dalam mimpi, Halimah seekor penyu, tapi realitinya, Halimah itu Jongang. Jeng jeng jeng. Eih tapi betul eih aku mimpi pasal aku bela penyu siap ade kene makan tangan segale.

Oke moving on moving on. Serious macam debate nak tukar point moving on. Ellena Razif take note.

Eih eih my classmate, Aida or bunda, ade blog. Seriously, i read other peoples blog intensively, but those who are my classmates, i xtaw pun diorang ade blog.

Yelah, i kan puteri farhana, panggil puteri je. ihik ihik. mode gewdiksssss gerlszszszszszszs.

EIH FOCUS! I'VE BEEN TAGGED BY AIDA ZAFIRAH AND I AM GOING TO DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haaa takut korang. Tapi saje je buat gempak.

And aida, laen kali lah eih aku buat tag kau? Aku janji aku buat. Janji!

Teeheee byeeeeeeeeeeeeee8ieugv3uwxcvtgb1e439oswcunhfrie=12qsxl.

Hacked.

You may leave after this.

2010-12-04T23:50:00.003+08:00

I don't know why, but sometimes, people misunderstood me.

1. I have never ever been to Sg. Wang/Weng. Eih? Is that correct? I don't even know. Because I've never been there. Some people however assume that I am familiar with the place as if I live at Sg. Duit. Get it? Wang? Duit? No? Oh, and when I do go to Kuala Lumpur, I often go to Pavilion. I would shop at Cotton On, while my mother raid all the designers boutique there, tugging me along. I am her closets guardian, advising her on which piece she should own, and which one is considered as an investment. She however is still not convinced on getting a Chanel Flap Bag or famously known as the Chanel 2.55.

2. People assume that since I lived with a maid, that when the maid left, I am helpless around the house. I don't/not able to do any chores. This is untrue. I clean the house every morning, I wash the dishes, I do the laundry, I take out the garbage, I water the plants everyday, AND I still am able to run errands for me, my father and my mother.

3. My parents don't hand me money just like that. I know the financial capability of both my parents, and when I want to ask them something, I would first analyze their capabilities. This however only applies to my father. My mother, even though as rich as she is now, don't give me money. It's a rare occasion. She said she's saving up to build our family a mansion.

4. I have a car, a Proton Savvy, which my father bought for me, second-hand. I know what they say about second hand cars, but this one is too good to be true. Its green, and the condition is seriously like new. And its only RM 10k. It was my father's friend's wife.

5. Those around me would know how loving my father is. He treats me like I'm his little girl. The other day, when I was to drive my car back from Kedah to Batu Pahat, he went to Kedah just to accompany me. When I was 17 and 18 (past two years), I argue with him a lot. I always get my ways, and if I think he's being unfair, I would end the conversation by hanging up. And in the next 15 to 30 minute, he would call me back and grant me whatever it is that I want.

6. I don't wear my enormous rings around my family. Even with my father understanding my *condition*, no father would want to see the son he nurture oh-so-well turning into a drag queen. Not that wearing big, feminine rings would make you a drag queen, but it would be a shock to my conservative father.

7. I love wearing big bags, handbags, tote bags. But my father is against this. He would always ask me to leave my *handbags* in the car when we go out. My mother on the other hand supports me all the way. She is even considering her *fake* Gucci for me to bring back to Kedah.

THE BIG LAST 3

8. Even though those around me would convey me as someone with high confidence, I actually am shy. Very shy. Which is why when I am around those who I am not familiar, I would be perceived as an uptight snob. This is not very helpful in making new friends. I need other people to break the ice, trust me when I say I am not the warmth one. However, when I am with my friends, I don't mind talking to strangers, because I know I have this group of *supporters* behind me.

9. I am very nervous when I think about those days ahead, when I am no longer around the people I know, and I am with new people in the UiTM's Law Faculty, with new people pursuing my BLS and then my LLB, Insyaallah. The thought of having to *mingle* with new people, and living in Shah Alam with the very high cost just stress me out. What if the people there are not able to accept me, someone who's big, literally, and also loud, literally? What if they cannot accept me performing Siti Nurhaliza's song, or me performing Womanizer? What if I'm mocked? Wait, I can accept being mocked. So what am I really nervous about? It's not the study I tell you.

10. Sometimes, when I feel down because I don't own something, I would take a time-out and think about others who don't have half the things that I have, that I take for granted. It would shock you on how that really helps you. But trust me, the things you want, no other ways to satisfy the wants then really getting the things you want. The thinking-about-other-people stuff is just to keep you calm and content while you still haven't gotten the thing yet.

I would love to own a camera, but after ruining two cameras, one my father's and one my mother's, I highly doubt I'll get a new one. But here's to wishful thinking.

Tunggu.

2010-12-03T12:30:00.002+08:00

Kite kan nak update. Tapi macam belum sampai seru. Nak cari bahan lagi. Nak cari dress lagi nak update. Jiwa ini bagaikan tiupan angin bayu, sepoi-sepoi ia hadir. Tanpa drama yang bisa menggelorakan jiwa, diri ini bagaikan layu, longlai tanpa semangat.

Haaaaaaa kau paham ape aku tulis? Sebenarnya, aimi akan update. Cuma belum sampai seru je lagi. Oke?

Jeng jeng jeng. *dasar sepet

Ihik ihik.

2010-11-27T00:01:00.008+08:00

Kehadapan para pembaca yang disayangi, bukannya aimi lupa janji untuk menulis sewaktu cuti ini, tetapi aura menulis itu belum sampai. Ahaha kau ingat kau penulis novel terkemuka haa aimi nasruddin nak tunggu aura segala? Kau ingat kau mawi?

Well well well, i'm back, obviously since i'm updating. Ihik ihik. This blog is so inspiring for me as it makes me sane in a sense where i am able to do something that is able to take me away from what i am currently facing day-to-day. Haaaaaa kau paham ape aku cakap?

I am not very good in words, no? I often ramble about things that doesn't make sense, but trust me, the real me is very sensible. I is like to kick ass. Eih what the hell?

During our business proposal presentation. I've told you before right about the one of a kind exclusive textile distributing outlet, Hawa that we started?

In Majlis Bandaraya Shah Alam, i know i look manly right? Ahaha banyakla kau punye manly with your big ass ring.

With zalikha, alah yang liklikwoah tu xpayah nak woah sangatla. At leboss in kedah, bapak stail oke kedai makan ni ade uno eih tesco stackers boleh main sambil tunggu makan ihik ihik.

Haa takut tak takut tak? At padang kota, penang. Eih apesal aku rajin buat caption pulak ni?

Ihik ihik. *feeling chanteq

Haaa amek kao sebidang dada. Ini shopping uols dekat fos village mall, sungai petani. Shopping mall exclusive setaraf pavillion haa kau mampu?

So sekian sahajalah update untuk malam ini. Nanti aimi update lagi oke dengan gambar sewaktu sport day, sewaktu berada di sawah padi, sewaktu di hari raya dan juga lain-lain daily shots ya.

Much love, Aimi. *ahaha kau bajet kau artis ternama?

*haa ini baru betul-betul artis ternama. Suka. Sangat.

Aku lelaki.

2010-11-06T22:40:00.004+08:00

Haa takut x? Anyway, what is wrong with the photo uploader haa? Instead of showing pictures, it shows the codes that me, not a wiz tech, don't understand. Macam mane nak post gambar banyak2 ni nanti keliru? Anyways, wait for more posts deary beloved. Yes all 5 of you readers. Or maybe only 4. Oh well.

1 gambar.

2010-11-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

Lepas habis final kite buat post panjang-panjang oke cerita daripada hari raye oke? Suke tak suke tak?

To you, beloved readers.

2010-10-22T18:31:00.000+08:00

Just to show how dedicated I am to you my beloved readers, I am updating through my blackberry as the internet connection here is real joy.

I am still dedicated in 'colouring' this blog with all the wonderful things happening around my, but how various constraints have made it impossible for me.

However, worries you must not as when the holidays comes, I will continue on writing more and more wonderful stuff here, with lots of love.

Till then, always by your side, Aimi Nasruddin.

Bila otak tepu sebab lama tak update.

2010-10-06T08:53:00.001+08:00

Mulalah login balek dekat blogspot sebab nak update konon-konon readers semua boleh bace sesuatu yang ditulis oleh owner blog aceceh bajet ade orang nak bace updates kan. Kao bajet kao siti nurhaliza?

Oke, dah lebih sebulan tak update blog, i am like so sorry and stuff and stuff coz i got like lotsa stuff to do and stuff so like i hope u understand and stuff. Like do u get it and stuff?

Oke sorry if u dont find that funny. Saje je pembuka kata begitu. Anyway, i will update further with pictures of hari raya oek? Puas hati kao semua buat aku rase bersalah haa puas?

But most propbably i will update it next weeklah because minggu ni i very da busy gitu dengan business proposal nak submit ahad dengan research proposal nak submit ahad ni jugak dengan test organizational behaviour sabtu ni dengan test local government malamni eih apenie tak bace buku haaa?

I love you readers. All of you. Even the ones who (either secretly or openly) mock me. I know lots of you do. Tapi ade aku kesah?

Bye. Love always. Aimi Nasruddin.

*haa kan dah cakap dah bajet siti nurhaliza. penat nak layan.

Samsung corby

2010-09-01T11:23:00.000+08:00

Cubaan untuk mengupdate blog menggunakan samsung corby. confirm tulisan berterabur kan kan dengan semua dalam satu perenggan. dah diam. oke bai. eih sebenarnye saje nak update gune corby ni sebab lepas raye nanti dapat bb. aceceh gile konfiden kan sekali tak dapat malu mak. dahla bai ailebiu.

Kembali aceceh title nak macam lagu rossa.

2010-08-30T16:48:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Salam Ramadhan.

Ya Allah memang tiap-tiap kali bulan puasa lambat nak wish kan? Ape punye tuan blog entah? Asyik lambat je. Eih yang penting aku wish. Kau dah? cak cak cak.

Oke-oke setelah sekian lama tidak mengupdate, akhirnya, jeng jeng jeng. Aceceh. Eih eih sebelum tu, Azwan Ali keluarkan buku 'Selamat Jalan Dunia Pondan' (SJDP feeling ala2 sex and the city SATC sangatkan). Tibe2. Kao terase?

Ouh ouh lepastu Siti dengan Tok Pah dah baek semula sampai dalam gambar pun berlaga tetek haa kao ade? Dan dan kan bulan2 puase ni nak baek. Yang penting belilah simplysiti eih lagi tibe2.

Eih eih ape blog ni jadik blog hiburan ni? Motif? Oke diam aimi diam.

Kate nak update kan. Nah aimi bagi update banyak2.

1. Tak sangke kan dalam diam dah nak dekat sebulan kite berpuase. Begitu pantas mase berlalu.

2. Korang dah beli baju raye? Kuih raye? Lagu raye?

3. Dah buang puase? Haaa soalan untuk kaum adam ye yang penting yang kaum hadam jangan nak feeling wanita sangat.

4. Apesal tibe2 blog ni ditulis dalam nada pondan uols? Mak takut.

5. Eih ni updates ke? Apesal macam pelik?

6. Eih salah lah. Bukan updates lah. Ni namenye rambling. Sepiking landen uols korang ade?

7. Oke fokus aimi fokus. Updates!

8. Ah. Baju raya dah siap. 4 pasang sahaja ye tahun ini. Kuning, biru, purple dan hitam. Yes! Ouh saje nak cerita, tau tak orang johor pon refer baju melayu sebagai baju kurung. Jadik kalau dengar orang lelaki johor nak tempah baju kurung, maksudnye dia nak tempah baju melayulah. Bukannye die nak drag.

9. Berpuase di kedah sangat, entah biase je. Ingin balik ke batu pahat secepat mungkin. Oh ye. Memang konfem ye batu pahat itu kampung. Firstly madam irma (Law) yang duduk dekat kulai johor pun cakap batu pahat kampung. Lepastu ade junior tanye dekat batu pahat tu duduk dekat parit mane. Eih kurang ajar ingat batu pahat tu parit semate-mate ke?

10. Jadik exco protokol untuk dipac sangat memeritkan tekak. Sebab tiap-tiap minggu ade event dan emcee untuk setiap event adelah orang yang same. Tiap-tiap minggu jerit oke.

11. Baru menubuhkan syarikat jualan tekstil eksklusif HAWA. Golongan sasaran wanita berstatus yang ingin tampil anggun, jelita dan eksklusif dengan pakaian yang dibuat menggunakan fabrik yang terdapat hanya satu di Malaysia. Kau mampu? Ouh, bukan syarikat betul2 ye, untuk business proposal sahaja.

12. Sangat entah. Ahaha tibe2. Kereta sangat ya Allah berlapuk bilelah sempat nak basuhkan. Padahal hantar kedai je pon.

13. Bulan puasa ni memang menggemukkan kan? Gemuk gemuk gemuk. Nak dielah. *penat dah aku dengar*

14. Ouh, itu jelah kot buat sekarang. Dan sekarang adalah eih bukan bukan salah. Semester lima adalah sangat sibuk.

15. Dan ouh bilakah saya akan berkekasih? Ouh ouh ahaha eih ape aku ni? Masalah betul. Xla. Memang masalah oke bile kite suke orang yang macam, jauh sangat dekat kite. Eih abestu korang nak aku suke siape? I mean we like who we likelah kan. Memang ade suke seseorang. Muke die macam jehan miskin jeng jeng jeng. Ahaha diam aimi diam.

16. Eih tadi bukan kate dah ke? Bukan dah nak abis ke?

17. Ye ye fine byeeeeeeee.

18. Eih tapi nak cakap dulu, gambar2 nanti aimi upload mase dah balik batu pahat nanti oke mase raye sebab dekat rumah sewa sekarang ni internet is like omg like matiiiiiiiiiiiiiii nak upload gambar segale kan.

19. Okelah itu jelah. Byeeeeeee.

20. Ailebiu readers. Muahhhhhhhh.

2010-07-04T08:22:00.002+08:00

Oke dah dekat kedah. Tapi xpanas uols. Ahaha. Oke serius Aimi Nasruddin dah lama xupdate blog ini yang kau tulis?

Assalamualaikum. Wah tiba2 baik.

Holiday have passed, and while i am writing this, i am waiting for my first class of the semester, still am not able to have a clear idea of what this semester might bring, but still very excited as its my first class as a final year diploma student. Oke kenapa kalau berblog dalam bahasa inggeris nada mesti serius ya?

Jadi marilah kita terus berbahasa melayu. Oke jadi cuti sudah habis, apa yang telah saya lakukan sepanjang cuti ini? Ouh skydiving, jetskiing, skuba-diving at some of the most beautiful ocean in the world, backpacking all over egypt, attended the Met Gala, you know, the usuals. Ahaha langsung x. Dasar lifeless punye budak. Cuti ni kerja dia adalah bekerja di firma guaman emak dia, dan kerana terlalu penat bekerja dengan seorang majikan yang garang bagaikan singa betina, lalu akhirnya tidak membuat apa2 yang menyeronokkan sewaktu cuti, dan tiada apa untuk ditulis. Oke lifeless lagi sekali.

Nak ambil gambar muke lifeless busuk belum mandi nak pergi kelas untuk para pembaca tapi webcam rosak ahaha. Sabar jelah budak ni taw.

2010-06-30T18:47:00.002+08:00

Hari terakhir sebelum balik ke Kedah, dan kau makan tengahari, makan malam sorang2. Baik kau jadi anak yatim yang hidup dengan duit peninggalan harta arwah ibu bapa kau, kan?

2010-06-27T23:32:00.001+08:00

Oke nak update blog tapi daripada tadi cuba upload gambar tak berjaya jugak. Mood dah hilang.

Oke bai.

Like what?

2010-05-26T16:11:00.000+08:00

First and foremost, i am very sorry for not updating yesterday but it was totally not my fault as the internet connection was like snail that it made me upset and made me shut down the laptop.

I am currently updating from the office, so what i would like to say is that sometimes we do make mistake, or make a decision that later on we will regret on. However, that is what makes us, it is who we are, be sorry all you want, but don't you ever delete or erase it as it has become a part of who you are. No point of denying it as it has happened and souls have been hurt and its done baby.

So i may be sorry, but that doesn't mean that i am going to delete anything. It is a part of me. It is who i am.

Other people may not love me wholly including my mistakes, which is exactly why i chose on not deleting it, because it just shows how i love myself wholly, including all the mistakes i have done before.

Relevant, no?

Because my love for you would never die.

2010-05-24T22:34:00.001+08:00

You who? Still unidentified.

Anyways, finally started working today as ibu is finally fully healthy, perhaps i won't update the blog daily as the tiresome of being a working adult. Adult? ahaha.

And tomorrow i am going to Johor Bahru. Work stuff. You won't understand. Ahaha.

Byeeeeeee.

Inner-shine.

2010-05-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

Was about to blog about something else, but something else came up and i am annoyed, irritated, and amazed all at once.

Annoyed because of the fact that when i thought being friends for more than 2 years, i truly know someone, and i truly understand *his*her*HIS* feeling so well that i considered *him*her*HIM* as one of my closest friend.

But then BAM, he changed. Just like that. Mr, please don't ask us what are your changes, you'd be stupid not to recognized it. And stop saying that i influence people into hating you, because truly saying, I HATE YOU SO MUCH THAT I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU!

Irritated because of the fact that you yourself are irritating. Hee. Dush2.

Amazed because of one simple change like lets say receiving a huge amount of power (not that huge, i can rebel and am not afraid of the consequence) cause a total changes in the particular person.

So now, what was today's post is suppose to be about?

Oh about the title, im just saying i dont have inner-shine to be as polite and poise that i can when dealing with this particular person. Ahaha.

OMG!

2010-05-23T12:20:00.002+08:00

I totally forgot to write a post for yesterday, so to make it up, heres one post, and another one will be up tonight. Hehe.

Have you ever felt as if your as fabulous and attractive as you can be, even though considering your physical feature, you are not as fabulous?

Well, don't you worry my sistah, cause it don't matter how you look on the outside, but what matters is how you feel in the inside. It doesn't matter how fat you are, as long as you know that you yourself is fabulous, and you live your life fabulously, then it really doesn't matter how you look like.

You can be fabulous or live fabulously through the way you dress up, your lifestyle basically.

The first rule of fabulosity is to live your life fabulously. Fabulous.
Kimora Lee Simmons

Food.

2010-05-21T23:43:00.003+08:00

The significance of dinner tonight is that we (me, ayah, ibu) went out to have dinner. Yes, ibu actually went out with us to have dinner. She's definitely getting better and better everyday.

Its hard to write everyday and find interesting topics to write about, no?

Lets talk about frogs in my house. My house basically have this 2 man-made ponds. And both of the ponds have their own habitat of frogs. But now all the frogs have decided to have a unitary community, so all of them migrated to the ponds near the door, and every night, an orchestra of the finest frog singers would be going on. Thank god all the rooms are upstairs, so we can't really hear them 'sing' as clear and as loud.

I'm getting boring, no?

Updates

2010-05-21T01:07:00.002+08:00

I think its been a while since i last updated about my life. Ahaha not like you people are really eager on knowing what has been going on in my life. Anywayssss here goes the 5 updates on things going on in my life.

1. Taking care of mother. She is rather sick. Missing a few days at the office. But am being mothers personal assistant by coordinating work from the house to the office, based on mothers order of course. Can you believe that we called the office more than 20 times today? So much for mother getting her rest huh?

2. I have finished all my perfumes. Yes. This time its for real. Not like the times when i said i've finished my perfumes just for the sake of getting new ones. This time its really finished. Seems like father used my perfumes all this while i'm in kedah, and i did not bought any new perfumes in a very long time.

3. Have been the cook of the house for three days exactly. Hehe. Today's menu was chicken curry, fried vegetables, deep-fried fish, sambal tumis, ikan kembung masak pindang (using mothers guidance) and roti canai (ini ayah beli, ahaha)

4. Have not been into any social outings since KDO. But am planning on catching movies (alone) this weekend. Shrek 4, and am waiting for salt, and of course, Sex and The City 2. Fabulous!

5. Craving for a Blackberry. Just you wait. Father said yes. Yes!

Random #3

Aimi thinks that Britney is the ultimate definition of sexiness and alter ego. See how she dresses and behaves in public, and see her in her concerts and video clips. Total different. Just comes to show how Britney have that alter ego of ultimate sexiness in her. Which is what aimi totally needs. An alter ego, so that jerks or bastards won't be able to hurt him (as much). Ahaha.

Fabulous? Or motherly? You decide. Hee.

How cliche can cliche be?

2010-05-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

Seriously, its boring to know that everything has been done. You can't no longer be original because somebody else has did what you just or intend to do.

Lets take blackberry for example, its cool to own a blackberry because other cool people has it too. So the stigma of even being original is not even there.

Perhaps it is because we are living in a society where we are too lazy to think, but we are more to just following what is the trend going on, simply because its there. Not for the sake of doing it because you really want to, but just because everybody else is doing it, why not?

So tell me, how can we have an evolving society or community with high productivity when everybody is doing things that everybody else did. Simply said; repetition.

Well then, God help us all.

Random #2
Aimi really likes labels. Say all you want about how shallow or materialistic or superficial it is, he would always go for labels. His first aim or mission after entering career world is to buy his very own Louis Vuitton bag, and perhaps shoes to go along with it.

2010-05-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

I've made a decision to write one single post (at least) everyday. This is to ensure that i dont lose my sanity during this holiday.

Btw, this is the first post. Hihi. See u people tomorrow.

Senang je.

2010-05-05T19:16:00.002+08:00

Hidup ni senang je sebenarnya, terlalu mudah. Segalanya dah disediakan oleh yang Maha Esa.

Kalau kita nak duit, Allah dah sediakan ibu bapa sebagai pemudah cara untuk membantu kita. Mungkin ibu bapa kita tak berkemampuan, tapi dia berikan cara yang lain pula. Allah berikan kita kemudahan memberi idea kepada (sesiapa yang terlibat) untuk adakan PTPN. Atau Allah turunkan rezeki dengan cara yang lain. Hidup kita ini, segalanya ada caranya. Cuma pokok pangkalnya, pilihan kita. Allah dah berikan cara, terpulang kepada kita untuk membuat pilihan sama ada memilih yang baik atau yang buruk.

Samalah juga macam jodoh, tapi disini aimi maksudkan jodoh daripada Tuhan ya. Allah dah ciptakan pasangan si lelaki daripada tulang rusuknya, dan memang kita di dunia ini diciptakan berpasang-pasangan. Adam dan Hawa. Lelaki dan perempuan. Jantan dan betina. Tidak kira kita ini apa, hee. Memang sudah ada pasangannya. Jadi, berdoalah sahaja, mudah-mudahan satu hari nanti kita ditemukan jodoh yang memang tercipta untuk kita. Percayalah, bercintalah selama mana, sehangat mana, jika itu bukan jodoh kita, takkan kemana.

Random #1

Aimi likes layering his outfit. He thinks that wearing a t-shirt and a pair of pants is not complete, unless he layers it with be it a blazer, pashmina, shawl, sweater or a cardigan. Only then would he feels not-so-naked.

Nak tulis.

2010-04-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

Tapi tak tau pasal apa.

Assalamualaikum pembaca yang disayangi. Aimi disini menulis dengan rasa penuh maaf kerana sudah lama meninggalkan blog ini. Bukan niat untuk mengabaikan, tetapi hati ini seperti hambar, mendatar, bagaikan sudah hilang rasa daripada diri.

Keinginan untuk menulis membuak-buak dalam diri aimi, tapi jika tidak ada apa-apa untuk dikatakan, untuk apalah kita menulis yang tidak berfaedah.

Aimi sekarang baik-baik sahaja, kehidupan setakat ini Alhamdulillah di dalam suatu keadaan yang sangat menyenangkan, hati ini terasa bahagia kerana rasa yang tidak perlu sudah hilang dalam diri. Bukan hilang kerana dibuang, tetapi hilang dimamah kekecewaan.

Mungkin dengan hilangnya rasa itu, membuat aimi semakin tenang. Tetapi ia bagai menghilangkan suatu semangat, suatu kecekalan, dan suatu penantian dalam diri aimi. Hati ini meronta-ronta, namun dirinya tidak lagi melayan, malah memendamnya sehingga ia hilang terus dari rasa.

Mengapa tiba-tiba aimi begitu puitis dan melankolik pada malam ini?

Boy how i've changed.

2010-04-13T13:21:00.000+08:00

Will write more. Promise.

I am confident!

2010-03-31T15:32:00.000+08:00

This feeling is good. Feelings of confident. Feelings of independence. But at the same time, the feelings of love and care is still around.

I is complicated, no?

Updates on life

2010-03-25T00:07:00.002+08:00

1. I've performed 'Lagu Untukmu' by Meet Uncle Husin, but the live version from the opening of AJL by Siti and Lan. And i rocked it. It was the best performance of the night (well thats what the committee said) but i loss. Oh well.

2. Quiz, test, presentation. Yada yada. Finished all presentations and kinda satisfied. Oh wait, one last role play for bel. And the recordings. Please no more.

3. A candidate for a position in DiPAC's committees. Am aiming for exco protocol. Will talk more about this in the next post.

4. Have not shop for a very long time. Need retail therapy. And have just talked to mother. She bought me perfumes. And daddy bought me a bag. People. ahaha.

5. Need money. Don't have enough money. Need money. The end of the month means no money. Shit.

6. Needs to stop talking. Or stop talking loudly. Whichever one.

7. Needs to reduce eating. Or stop eating at all. Crash diet?

8. In a good place. Have a bf, and at the same time good relationship with him (him here does not refer to the bf, ahaha)

9. Needs to wash car (note : wash here means send car to some car-washer).

10. Needs to buy new clothing. And new bag. And new shoes. And new phone. Sony Ericsson T707 and Nokia E-63, come to mummy.

2010-03-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

Fabulous!

I am happy, I am serene, I am content?

2010-03-21T11:26:00.002+08:00

I am in a relationship people.

Not with the one i was/still am obsessing about, but my ex. This relationship should make me feel happy, no? I am happy, but not to the extent where i would feel entirely content.

I love my bf. But i love him more.

Ah relationships, they are never consistent. So be it. Let me enjoy my life. Let me go with the flow. Bye.

2010-03-19T13:05:00.001+08:00

Aimi Nasruddin is happy. Will talk about it later. Thank you for being such consistent and patient readers. I love all of you.

Yours truly.

Sorry

2010-03-11T13:25:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry for lashing out like that. I was emotional for reasons even I can't explain. I cried again. I cries a lot these days. That is so not me. He made me soft. Is that good?

I need bags. Just to console my heart.
The Chanel 2.55 seems like a good consolation, right ibu?

Rubbish

2010-03-09T02:21:00.001+08:00

I haven't changed. I still longed for relationships. I still have a lot of love to give. But I don't love you anymore. You lied. Your a bastard.

Its personal, trust me.

:)

2010-03-08T01:26:00.001+08:00

SAGITTARIUS-THE ONE
(11/22-12/21)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying! Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Silly, fun and sweet.

Loves being in long relationships. Thank you for your answer yesterday. Thank you for not freaking out. Thank you for being with me, willing to do things that would put me at ease (or at least i'm at ease when you're with me). Thank you, and I love you.

2010-03-06T16:55:00.002+08:00

I know its wrong.

I know he's playing around?

He is just in it just to tease?

I don't know. He's giving me mixed signals. When he's with me, my feet is not on the ground. He knows how to 'touch' me to keep me loving him endlessly.

And i do love him endlessly. From the time i wake up. To the time i go to sleep. He's always there, in my head. Always.

I love you. But i don't expect you to love me back.

Hai cinta, selamat datang lagi.

2010-03-04T01:59:00.001+08:00

I can finally confirmed to everybody that i am in love, not in a love relationship but am in love.

He knows which button to press to grab me, and he did so very well.

I am 'cair'.

I am strong?

I am in love!

Yes.

Hai cinta, lama tinggal ya?

Nangis di McD

2010-02-28T11:29:00.002+08:00

It's official, im a love-sucker.

Have you ever been to mcd and see a person there, crying like hell and you thought, 'crazy bitch'. Well, yesterday, i was the crazy bitch.

Lately, i always ask people surrounding me (seriously, anybody around me), 'aku cantik tak'? And usually, zul saleh intan would answer cantik. I mean that is their answer.

Yesterday, i was quite emo-ish as i was not able to fit into a t-shirt. Belom breakdown lagi dalam fitting room. But when we were at mcd, about to eat, i asked them the question.

And they, for the first time (and the most inappropriate time ever), answered no. They said im ugly and such and such. I cried. Like hell.

Aku x sentap dengan mereka. Tapi aku nanges sebab aku terbayang dia yang cakap macam tu. And sebab tu dia xnak dengan aku. And sebab tu dia main-mainkan aku. What the hell?

And yesterday, i thought i was over him. But i woke up, and the first thing i remembered is him. Hello cinta, lama tinggal.

2010-02-25T20:41:00.001+08:00

Omg. Bace-bace post lame, terjumpe ini. This is him. Orang yang aku tengah obses sekarang.

I guess he has been there in my life all this while kan? Its just now perasaan tu makin menjadi-jadi.

Haish lah sayang, cepatlah keluar daripada hati aku. Aku penat. Kau orang punya. Kau tak suka aku. Kan?

Semakin hari semakin sayang

2010-02-25T11:13:00.001+08:00

Tengok gambar orang tu, ingat dia.

Tengok orang ni, ingat dia.

Sebelum tidur, ingat dia.

Bangun pagi, ingat dia.

Kalau macam ni, susahlah dia nak pergi.

Tapi, kenapa mesti dia pergi?

Delete

2010-02-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

Post sebelum ini terpaksa dipadam atas sebab-sebab tertentu. Apa-apa pun, perasaan sayang sudah timbul di dalam hati. Kita tunggu jelah dia pergi. Mudah-mudahan.

Aimi kan kuat.

Lelaki

2010-02-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

Susahlah macam ni encik aimi nasruddin, pasal seorang lelaki, terus tak berfungsi.

I need a shell around me, to avoid all this outside factors.

Tapi, it feels good sometimes. To be appreciated. To be loved. Walaupun lelaki tu main-main.

Confused.

Nature's Way To Beautiful

2010-02-14T21:44:00.004+08:00

Hey you guys. Today, for the first time ever, i am going to write about a label that i trust the most for my body care.

People around me would instantly notice that i use The Body Shop's product for things like shower gel and body polish and body butter.

They always thought that i'm just one of those label freaks, where everything have to be something something. Get it? Ahah.

However, the first thing that caught my attention about The Body Shop is the Community Trade program, where The Body Shop would obtain their resource for their products (such as the cocoa for their ever-so-popular Cocoa Butter Hand & Lotion) directly from the people who actually harvest them. Meaning that they would pay this (very hardworking) farmers the amount of money this raw materials are really worth. No middlemen needed here. More money for the farmers, higher living standard of the farmers, exquisite body care for us.

The Body Shop is also known for its responsibility towards the environment. They are on with their latest program of becoming Carbon Neutral by 2010, where they are determined to reduce their carbon emission worldwide.

However, what really intrigues me to write about body shop in this particular post is about the revival of the 80's. What's that? Ahah, its the reproduction of all the products from the 80's and all of them are the favorite's of Dame Anita Roddick (she's the founder of The Body Shop mind you).

And just last week, i went all gugu-gaga at The Body Shop when i noticed them. I was like a child in a candy store (or me at secret recipe, or me at any food joint, or restaurant, or fast food chain, ouh you get the point) and i had a hard time choosing things i want. I mean i wanted to get all, but it was just insane, right? Right? But still..

Anyway, i ended up just buying one product out of the whole line ( how stoooooopid) and am determined to get more by the next week. I bought the Dewberry Bath & Shower Gel and thats it. Aish, anyway, hope you guys would (by now) be attracted to buy at least something out of the entire line, because, this particular line uses 100% recycled bottles, and all of them (and the other products too basically) are made in UK. How cool is that? And and, the shower gel only costs me RM 19.90. I know, just buy purchasing a very wonderful products for a very reasonable price, i am now an environmentalist (because the company saves the earth), a humanitarian (because the company is also determined to make sure farmers all around the world obtained the amount of income they deserved, and they also are determined to help stop sex trafficking, and help people with hiv, and child trafficking) and a wild-life rescue (because the company is also determined to protect the animals from animal testing), and still comes out smelling like a sweet dewberry, all sweet and stuff. Ahah.

The Dewberry uolssss

Anyway, if you people are interested in understanding more about their ethics, values and campaigns, click here.

Till then, ttyl minions.

Tumblr

2010-02-13T19:16:00.002+08:00

im on tumblr uolsssss.

click here

ahaha, but dont worry, i will still update dis blog (quite) regularly

ahaha, see you theree

Bye Bye Genius

2010-02-12T13:13:00.002+08:00

May you rest in peace, you genius soul.

"I visit, I don't stay." -Alexander McQueen-

The guy who brought us the very fashion-forward Armadillos. May he rest in peace.

Notes : Will be updating soon. Wait for it minions.

Vain

2010-01-16T00:32:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, bila kita rasa vain, kamera phone yang 2 megapixel pon jadiklah kan, x gitu uols?

jap, xready lagi

vain 1

vain 2

vain berwarne

And sebab dah 2 hari berturut-turut call izdiyani musawir meluahkan perasaan rindu dan juga perasaan vain bersama-sama, a tribute to izdiyani's phone!

Text message : iz, nok bile nak jual selendang lagayyy (ahaaaaa gile vain lagi tulis lagayyy macam kao izdiyani yelah kate pon tribute kannn?)

iz : mak xjual lagi nyah
aimi : eih sape nyah? mak jantan nyah!

iz: ye nok mak taw kao jantan sangat
aimi: ah taw xpe.. ade aku kesah? cak cak cak

Cak!

Mendatar

2010-01-14T23:55:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah, i think life have been pretty fair to me nowadays.

Studies are in a very average state, i am able to follow the studies, not lacking of knowledge on the basic fundamentals of each and every subject, but not really excelling in them too, perhaps because of the lacking of revising and reading it all over again.

Oke amende aku dah merepek nie.

Financially worried though, staying out and driving a car, it is a huge burden.

Basically, i am in a very good state of life right now.

Ahaaaa, gambar is crucial, but i don't have that many, actually non at all. This are the only photos i have, and its from elly's phone, sebab tu semua ade muke dye kecuali dua gambar. And how cute is that headband? ahaha, its iffa's, not mine, gilee kau mak x drag pegi kelas nyah.

And can i have this Fendi Peek-a-boo bag? Aish, jangan nak beranganlah, my mother and i went to its boutique in KLCC, and it has a waiting list equivalent to 4 month of waiting, sigh.

But it would really look good on me kan, going to classes wearing the Fendi Peek-a-boo tote bag?

2010, an evolution?

2010-01-09T01:35:00.003+08:00

It has been a rather fast 9 days of 2010, believe it or not.

Everything has been moving so fast that there was barely time for me to really think on what have been going on.

Figuring out schedules and classes and contents of subjects and penang. Eih, that last part was wrong, but right. Ahaha, orang lain sibuk pasal kelas kau dah boleh pergi penang?

Photos of classes or classmates (or penang) is not available, but i may have the gayest photo of 2010 even though it is only the beginning of the year.

This picture makes mama proud. (and papa scared, huh?)

2010

2010-01-02T07:30:00.002+08:00

Never been the one who is eager with new year as i think it is insignificant, a little bit different this year though.

Last year in my teenage years, this year means i will be 19, perhaps the last year to be really childish, or the year where i have to prepare myself to grow up?

Either ways, i am really proud with myself, on how i am able to bring myself to live in this world so significantly. Maybe not all of my actions are worth being proud of, but still.

Bye bye 2009, hello 2010, promise me you will be gentle?

Old News

2009-12-28T02:03:00.002+08:00

"and i thank God and the GAYS for this award"
-Gaga's acceptance speech during 2009 VMA

Ye nok mak tau dah lame, but finally..

Leader

2009-12-25T20:22:00.005+08:00

"the single, most influential person in the three hundred billion dollar fashion industry"

If fashion is a religion, then Anna is our High Priestess.

Birthday

2009-12-14T01:01:00.002+08:00

and speechless..

Anyway, thanks to the people who remembered it (even though it was VERY countable), i am grateful that my life has been so blessed, and that i am able to stay on track (most of the time)..

Happy 18th birthday Aimi Nasruddin, may you have a prosper life.

Amin.

Inspiration 1

2009-12-02T01:15:00.002+08:00

I am a happy person, no, a very dramatic person, like seriously i have a lot of emotions. However, the only one people usually see is the happier side of me, haha, serious okayh, sampaikan encik Mi, my public administration punye lecturer, mase first klas ni, cakap kalau nak tau rahsie kegembiraan yang berpanjangan, jumpe aimi sebab dye ni sepanjang mase gembire...

Ngahahaha, hey yalsss, u igt i nie ape, haha, tp mmg betol pon, haha, kalao kat uitm tuh, hah, ketawe x ingat dunie, ya Allah orang semua pandang mak maluuuuuuu nyahhhhh hahaha

Xla, oke seriously, we're going to talk about my inspiration, and inspiration of what? Okay, not so many people in uitm knows, except for nik nazrin and saleh (because they are my roomate haha aku pakai spender dalam bilik pon diorang xkesah ngahahahha) that i could and would and likes to dance vigorously, like dance as if i'm a professional, tinggal badan aku je slack ngahahaha

I would dance to songs that have souls and an alter ego, songs where you need to be fierce, where you need to be confident, because that is how i'd gained my confidence, through dancing.. And dont think just because i'm fat, lepas satu lagi aku pancit.. Haha, hello, when i dance, i would dance with at least 5 songs straight, and the 6th songs would be a ballad (like the song is a ballad lah, bukan aku menari ballad) and i would sing along with the 6th songs, like seriously nyanyi lah..

My inspiration of dancing came from miss britney spears, she was just able to inspire me to dance just by hearing through her songs. And her songs are my usual records or the preferred records for me to dance along with.. And dont be surprised, i also lip-synch, like miss spears, and i am sharp as hell (for songs that i memorize of course)..

Besides that, i also dance along with beyonce's songs, however, with her songs i just have to sing, haha, i dont know why..

I just hope one day i would be given a platform for me to perform with real live audiences.. Boleh x? haahahahaha

Oke, now updates bebehh..

I feel like i am the maid, haha, siyess...

Ari2 keje aku mengemas mengemas mengemas, ouh, basuh baju, sidai baju, siram pokok tuh wajib oke ari2 walaupon ujan, pastu kemas dapur, kemas bilik, nasib baik ruang tamu xpayah kemas ari2..

Oke, ramai orang cakap, bajet penat sangat, siramm pokok je ponn..

Oke2, i bukan nak complain oke, i suke oke siram pokok, just that laman i memangla xbesa mane, tapi pokok dye ya Allah banyaknye, i have to make sure semua pokok dah kene air.. And dah siap siram pokok semua, kene pulak cuci lantai porch terus, and sekali keringkan and mop.. Usually, siram pokok sahaja memakan masa 2 jam.. Hahahahahaha amek kaoooooo

But, dalam kesibukan mengemas rumah serta menjadi bibik pada setiap masa, i tetap ade mase uolsssss nak klua2 umah ngahahahaha..

Memang surirumah yang multitasker.. hahahahahah

Dahla, merepek je, papaiiiii

Happy kan?

2009-11-19T20:19:00.002+08:00

Okay, I am in Batu Pahat..

Remember when i said i will be writing more in batu pahat, about lots of stuff? Well, i did not forget, and i will write them.. Just you wait!

And now, for the updates.. I reached batu pahat last sunday via bus, and here i would like to say something..

Yes, usually i go back via plane, because i really really dont like travelling via bus as it would take like 12 hours to reach home..

However, when i dont take a plane to go back home, its not because my family is having financial trouble, or i am having outs with my family..

Seriously, i thought this would be the last thing that i may have to explain, but seriously people (well some people) are just rediculously busybody (and not only girls okay) and even asked salleh, oh my God, even if i do take a bus, its me, not you, and its me who pays the ticket.. Just saying, its non of your business, and i took a bus because theres a lot of stuff for me to bring home and i just dont want to pay the damn expensive extra baggage fees and taxes, and that i dont want to pay the rm80 taxi fees alone..

Okay, yes, i know, ridiculous kan?

Next update, i right now dont have a car.. My car is being service, or 'overhauled' as ayah said because uncle ah leng is taking apart all the parts of the engine and stuff to service them... Hahaa mampuih aku xtaw..

Oh ye, Mr. Q musim 2 dikenselkan.. Harap maklum..

Okay, theres this one guy, i had a major crush on him since almost the end of part 3.. And like really serious crush, he is so damn hot! But i thought when i went back to batu pahat, i would forget him like i always do with all the other crush...

But its gotten worse, i miss him so much.. Naseb baek ade facebook, everyday i would comment with him, and the best part is he layan, but as a friend lah.. He's straight (or at least that is what i know for now, ahaks)..

Till then minions, ttyl..

2009-11-14T16:32:00.000+08:00

Paper dah habes, wooooooooooooooooooo

Will be writing more bitches, tguuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Drama lah bitches, ape lagi?

2009-11-14T00:03:00.002+08:00

Oke, so currently is facing finals, and tomorrow is my final paper oh i cant wait to go back.. So many projects to be done at home, am going to host brunch at home for my mothers friends, an afternoon tea, and luncheons, all for my mothers friends..

Am going to redecorate my room, new paint, and fresh flowers.. I'd like to have maybe peonies, or hydrangeas.. Okay, so a little too ambitious because i am not sure how to get those in batu pahat, but will try to..

And will blog more at batu pahat, talking about my inspiration, ambition and such..

And oh yeah, could it be, Mr. Q musim kedua? Anything's possible, haha..

Rindu?

2009-11-07T18:40:00.002+08:00

I think, when we starts to do things just because it is the norms, just because to be accepted by the public, just for the sake of not being outcast by the majority, it means that we have turn ourselves into mannequins, which means that we are being dressed up into what people wants to see us in, instead of us dressing ourselves.. So tell me, how can we be happy then?

I think we live in a world full of fakers and posers, and please, don't say you hate them, you are one, in one way or another..

Me? Truth is, i love a good drama, yes, i love being in a good drama, where there's bitching and backstabbing, i mean, those things makes my live more interesting..

Some people may not like drama as much, but i just love plotting and bitching..

But that doesn't mean that i'm a bad person, i dont think anyone is.. That may sound naive, but i really do believe that people are just good deep down, its just sometimes the choices they make makes them come out as the villain..

Oke, terima kasih kerana membaca.. Pipel pipel pipel, auww rindu same blog walaupun ari2 bukak, tapi rindu jugak..

I think i am thankful that people still comes back to my blog even though it is actually just full of my rantings and craps, but still, its my craps hahaha

Thats all, and oh ye, jangan lupa menonton filem pisau cukur yalls, i da tgk, nnt i buat review..

p/s : focus dkt character faqir (lakonan shahredza minhat), he is so hotssssssssssssssss.. i think i tergoda oke..

Oh my Gucci!

2009-11-01T01:40:00.001+08:00

we were so close i thought we might end up kissing

yikes!

Ready, set, go!

2009-10-29T01:18:00.002+08:00

Okeh, i cant believe i believe everything we had would last...

Omg suare i sedap okeh!

Oke, i am currently having my final examination, and tadi baru habis paper public administration..

Lets just hope that i am able to go through this final well and obtain results with flying colours..

Amin!

Oke, now, on the personal life, i think its going rather fine.. Mr q is so yesterday..

Whatever..

I think i have a syndrome, the short interest syndrome.. I may be in love with a guy today, but i'll move on tomorrow.. Haha..

Dahla, bye2 everyone.. Thanx for reading my blog! I just feel like thanking the people who have been reading my blog.. I know that i am not really that good in writting, but i just love to write.. Masalahkan?

Mr. Q

2009-10-19T13:15:00.002+08:00

Oke, today i am finally going to write about the story of mr q..

Oke, so no, we are not together, and according to my observation, we will never be..

I am sad to say that ngahaha ayat mcm surat xdapat kerja..

No no, fokus, i am sad because i found out that i have been fooling myself, that the main reason why i have shut people out of my heart (i mean, for boyfriends) is finally happening..

Yes people, i believe he is straight and just like most man i know, he is teasing me, just for fun, where he would occasionally say he miss me and stuff..

When the truth is, he dont really care whereas i have pour my heart and soul for this man..

Now do u understand why im sad?

Papadom

2009-10-18T16:15:00.003+08:00

So dear readers, hello..

Yes, im reviewing papadom, so just sit back, relax and read..

The story starts in the early years of malaysia, where it revolves around a nasi kandar stall in penang..

The story of a man struggling to make a living for his expecting wife..

The story is very simple, about a man who once have forgotten about his family for the sake of his business, but once he has loses his wife, cant bear to face the possibility of losing his daughter that he became obsessed with the life of his daughter, not at all realizing how his life is affected by it..

A very great job to afdlin who once again have been able to make me really laugh in the cinema, he did the same thing with buli..

Buli was actually the first malay movie that i fell in love with, and now its papadom..

Im waiting for some spare time to watch the movie again, and if u havent, u should, and if u have, then go and watch it again, but this time, with your family.. It means a lot to them..

I was ready to move on, tapi..

2009-10-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

Oke, seriously, i was down, because of him.. I was really ready to start the process of moving on, meaning i was ready to face the fact that he's just not like me, that he's normal and no way would i end up with him, meaning that i mengakulah yang i perasan..

But to my shock, he went to my room just now, and in our brief conversation, managed to say that he missed me, and that if i miss him too, just text him..

wtf?

Seriously, cik abang, i sms u, u x reply, tp tibe2 cakap macam tu pulak..

But really, u made my day..

Thank you..

And i found out that i've really fall for him..

ps : mr q, kalau awak bace, ye, memang pasal awaklah, kalau saya perasan, sila lari, jangan bagi saya harapan kosong, tapi saya x rasa awak baca blog saya, sebab tu saya berani tulis.. ngahahaha

I tergamam!

2009-10-13T08:39:00.001+08:00

Oke, a very short post, mr q managed to make me tergamam for a whole 2 seconds, and trust me, 2 seconds is long enough for people to notice and starts to menganjing u..

Damn mr q, i think im falling for u, falling real deep..

I tipu!

2009-10-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

Oke, sorry, due post berturut-turut..

i sorry uols, post yang sebelom ni i tipu oke, memang there is a somebody, but its very uncertain until my myself pon sangat keliru..

I am not the kind of person who would approach someone, i just dont..

I am getting mixed signal here mr q, so just please, clear the air with me will you? Just so that i can get a move 0n with my life..

Atau, maybe i yang perasan?

I penat!

2009-10-11T15:43:00.003+08:00

Yes people, the number 1 singer in Malaysia is finally the cover of GLAM, but i'm a tad bit disappointed as there are only a total number of 3 pictures in the whole spread.

Oke, so moving on, i am seriously tired, tired in a sense where i think im like Adele the singer, im chasing pavement..

It means like i am chasing something that is uncertain, not easy for me to find a partner, haha, sumpah abg adam bace dye akan kutok post yang sangat gayish, ngahahaha

Btw, no more mr k, dah xde siape2 lagi, kalao dah ade ape2 yang official, i will tell..

Till den, daa~~

Biatch

2009-10-07T15:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, being bitchy gives you an edge, an edge with confidence, where you are able to just do your own thing, without worrying on what others might think.

If by being a bitch lets me goes through life a whole lot easier, so be it..

I'm a bitch, are you?

Fringe

2009-10-04T19:22:00.001+08:00

Say what you want, tapi i like my fringe!
Very penan-like!
I think it looks oke on me.

Tapi gamba gile kepoh oke tgh mengumpat x ingat dunie